listen and learn

Why didn’t I find this before? It’s sort of strange trying to write about personal experience. Words can embrace only a tiny fraction of the infinite jumble we call human consciousness(verbatim. Again with the flattery) But i continue to search for the perfect combianation of connotation to parellelize emotion with words.

When I was young (which I still am practicing now, and by practicing, for those blessed with superficial understanding, I mean being juvenile) I had a desire to be lovely. Perhaps I will never be capable of that, considering that my aesthetic values are generally inconsistantto that of the average physical and metaphysical(i guess) interpretation. So make of it what you will, audrey gives a pretty good definition of my desire.