listen and learn

Why didn’t I find this before? It’s sort of strange trying to write about personal experience. Words can embrace only a tiny fraction of the infinite jumble we call human consciousness(verbatim. Again with the flattery) But i continue to search for the perfect combianation of connotation to parellelize emotion with words.

When I was young (which I still am practicing now, and by practicing, for those blessed with superficial understanding, I mean being juvenile) I had a desire to be lovely. Perhaps I will never be capable of that, considering that my aesthetic values are generally inconsistantto that of the average physical and metaphysical(i guess) interpretation. So make of it what you will, audrey gives a pretty good definition of my desire.

tackcalb

They say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.

then why dont you marry it

little girl

I'm at a loss for words.ignorance is bliss but bliss deprives.
when your heart swells and butterflies make a permanent home of your stomach cognition no longer reaches the point of capricious desperation to answer enigmatic questions. ambiguity is fleeting and my thoughts are obscured by the gloss you have managed to place over my eyes.
just recognize the naivete spewing out of my pores
my vulnerablity
itsnotlikeme. and its possible that i like it.

smarty pants

how wretched, how shadowlike and fleeting, how pointless and arbitrary the human intellect appears within nature

Universe of common sense:

The strictly human world of useful notions, shared symbols and socially acceptable conventions.

where is it?

its even in the ugliest things you can imagine

REASONS

i wonder if we resemble our favorite things. a personality in a movie. the lyrics to some morrissey song. a character in a book. evolution. as we float in the universe and as blue eyes and red hair go extinct, there we are, all intertwined. maybe reasons dont exist, occurances happen so perfectly because we mold to them. maybe there is some positivity left in our cold blood. too bad they dont sell things like sudden realizations and fancyfreeness at the grocery store. just breath lovelies and be happy there is a blue sky above you and brown dirt below.

what it all has come down to.

Serge was such a complicated person. He wanted to be loved by everyone, while at the same time lighting 500-franc notes on television to be provocative.

THANK YOU FOR THE ANSWER!

Life is a constantly morphing thing. Just when you think you know where it’s all headed you wake up the next morning to a completely different view. The landscape has changed along with the seasons, but the trees are the same trees, only your view has changed. So you try to cling to the old things that used to comfort you, clinging to the familiar, but they provide little or no solace. The fears do not subside. At this point we have no choice but to surrender to the unknown. That is where the real beauty lies.It is not in the knowing, the familiar, the expected. But in the embracing of the unknown. a willingness to walk down a new path and to trust that everything is as it should be. Perfect as it is. Schopenhauer said,”When you look back on your life, it looks as though it were a plot, but when you are into it, it’s a mess: just one surprise after another. Then, later, you see it was perfect.” Sometimes there are little glimpses of the perfection, amidst the mess. It is at those times we feel blessed beyond measure.

— Keri Smith

goodasdead

everything has lost its meaning. i have questioned to the point of carelessness. i want to die. okay not really but someone give life some meaning for me?

yeah i take harmonica lessons

FEUDALISM: You have two cows. Your lord takes some of the milk.

PURE SOCIALISM: You have two cows. The government takes them and puts them in a barn with everyone else’s cows. You have to take care of all of the cows. The government gives you as much milk as you need.

BUREAUCRATIC SOCIALISM: You have two cows. The government takes them and put them in a barn with everyone else’s cows. They are cared for by ex-chicken farmers. You have to take care of the chickens the government took from the chicken farmers. The government gives you as much milk and eggs as the regulations say you need.

FASCISM: You have two cows. The government takes both, hires you to take care of them and sells you the milk.

PURE COMMUNISM: You have two cows. Your neighbors help you take care of them, and you all share the milk.

RUSSIAN COMMUNISM: You have two cows. You have to take care of them, but the government takes all the milk.

CAMBODIAN COMMUNISM: You have two cows. The government takes both of them and shoots you.

DICTATORSHIP: You have two cows. The government takes both and drafts you.

PURE DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. Your neighbors decide who gets the milk.

REPRESENTATIVE DEMOCRACY: You have two cows. Your neighbors pick someone to tell you who gets the milk.

BUREAUCRACY: You have two cows. At first the government regulates what you can feed them and when you can milk them. Then it pays you not to milk them. Then it takes both, shoots one, milks the other and pours the milk down the drain. Then it requires you to fill out forms accounting for the missing cows.

PURE ANARCHY: You have two cows. Either you sell the milk at a fair price or your neighbors try to take the cows and kill you.

LIBERTARIAN/ANARCHO-CAPITALISM: You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull.

SURREALISM: You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons.

All in your hands,

Interviewer: Why can’t you be alone without Yoko?
John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to be. There’s no reason on earth why I should be alone without Yoko. There’s nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. Both of us could survive apart but what for? I’m not going to sacrifice love, real love for any whore or any friend or any business, because in the end you’re alone at night and neither of us want to be. And you can’t fill a bed with groupies. It doesn’t work. I don’t want to be a swinger. I’ve been through it all and nothing works better than to have someone you love hold you.

epoh

my appetite consists of my desire to meet with your eyes. You think of yourself as the martyr your only friends are your bedroom walls. creativity leaks through your fingertips on to the paintbrush yeilding expendable sufferings. i only hope my kindness could heal your blind insecure selfish little heart. i like you or is it my imagination that i like.

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yuo knwo waht i maen

I may be a terrible speller but bless my usage of brain. Blame the minor dyslexia and Internet lingo.

Guess what! i will be working with next years newspaper.

what i learned today is:
Doors do not open for people who sit.


My problem is that i always make plans but never really follow through
let alone complete a project. Therefore, this summer I WILL DO IT.

swim screwed up my work ethic. didn't make me anymore fit. just made me 10 shades darker and dealt with freshman immaturity and narcissistic seniority.

id really like

I'm burnt out, i don't think it'd be possible to keep sanity if forced to sit in a desk any longer!
Hurry up summer, I'm impatient for you to increase my chances of getting skin cancer.



I'm starting yoga on Monday, and going caveman for 3 months, which means detoxifying my body from foods that are chemistry experiments! nothing but natural. wish me luck


anyway, my favorite commercial is a scuba diving kitty.

weekend at the beach

bestfriendwithoutaface

i love you and taking you to LA !

In the mornings

IWANT

they will be mine

valley of the dolls

hi from my phone again! so I will begin the documentation of my life tomorrow! I know im crazy but Id like to put somethings I like. so new songs coming up

want to know who you're going to turn our to be? look at who you're following!

hi I posted this from my phone

kristian aaddnevik

knightcat

howdee

Hello my Lovelies,
id like to inform you that i have lack of sleep!
I NEED TO SLEEP! did you know that you die sooner when you
dont get enough sleep! dont believe me?

see for yourself!

http://www.peterrussell.com/Odds/VirtualAge.php

showmewhoyouare

the selby

futurecreation

how amazing is this?



panache

darlingjulia

TACKY RACES

be happy!

there arent enough kind people on the earth. i hate how its easier to be mean than to be nice. but its not as hard as you think. so i have thought of some tips to stay happy and nice! no particular order.

1. Smile; at everything and everyone


2. Adjust your vision and see the good in everything


3. stay positive


4. accept the situation you are in. cry about it for 5 mins and move on with your life.


5. ebrace imperfections.


6. huble and modest


7. other things i cant think of right now

im a queer

want to add to the list?

please

stop. you dont even know what youre talking about. or what youre getting yourself into. youre not brillitant. youre just a mirrored image. im not trying to prove anything or sound like an intellect. i dont think im smarter than you and i dont want to be a writer. i dont live in a box perfectly packaged like the rest. its the imperfections that i celebrate and display. i dont want to stand out or be just like the rest. i just do what i want when i want and how i like it.

amen?

and honestly i dont understand wtf youre trying to say, simplify it you may have some great ideas.

when i grow up

i want to be just like

greeneyez

you will never meet a girl more jealous than yessenia guadalupe






my eyes are green cuz i eats alot of vegtables
it dont got nothin to do with your new friend

lets play

name that movie


impress me

saturdaze

i swear im not trying to be artsy fartsy

foolish girl

youre in my heart forever,if you don't like it then too bad
get used to it cuz im sticking around.

you are like a damn cancer. no chemo can get you out my mind,
Ive tried a lot.

its an ellipsis not a period...

generation of the depressed and self absorbed

your words spill on to your screen letting out your insecurities and bad judgement. BRUSH THE FUCKING DUST OFF AND SMILE. each breath is one less. perfection is the acceptance of imperfection. I'm not going to lie. I binge on your hurtful words but the nonconformity in my stomach is not digesting. I'm sad that you suffer so much when you don't even know the definition of a problem.

society had planted a seed of lies in your hearts
and that the only reason you live is to fight and fuck
and if i could give the whole world a gift it would be
a purifier to distill the blindness and hate

let me feed you kindness kisses and hugs

oh word?

onmypillow

reality

seriousshitrighthere.

welcome to the pity party. I'm just a gentleman and i wont take what you want. its exactly like trying find that piece that falls perfectly into place. many seem to fit but isn't quiet the right one that completes the picture.

give me half a dozen ruthless shots
so i can barf until I'm numb
and wake up with amnesia

look inside me and you'll find a gallery of broken hearts.

cuz im like an eryka badu chikkkk all spirtual and shit

who likes fashiontoast?

bigfuckyoutomedia

over 30,000 people die of the normal flu every year?
probably an inflated ass number to get your brainless money.

thanks for scaring us shitless and screwing a lot of shit up
but its okay because were selling vaccines and waiting 7 hours in a hospital
for symptoms that were probably concocted by my brain, not a helpless pig. which probably shouldnt be living in those disgusting conditions to begin with.

bless my soul and my brain

FINALLY

i have been very lazy since i joined the swim team.
now that it is over you will be hearing alot more from me
with alot more updates on this thing. ill start sewing and making shit again
and i want to make music if youd like to help?

love is in the air.

more writing to
my head is filled with thoughts that
quickly evaporate into the air never to be remembered again
which is annoying.

patience is key

owleyes

breath with my skin

laugh with my eyes

feel with my lips

sing with my hands

hear with my heart

the greatest gift

from you to me:

no me da la gana

i miss the person that i used to be. i don't know where i am. i am blessed with realization but i am lacking the willingness.

enough about me
i ask that you never give up on happiness and loooove. Because they are the only true things we have. its ridiculous how it is all just a joke now and how shallow we have become. i bet i know what youre thinking but that just proves how much we belittle love, people, feelings, thoughts, actions, smiles, laughter, kindness, life.

OPEN YOUR HEARTS

have a nice day lovelies.